Last day of October. Time passes and we are already in the 2nd week of school. Oh man, November is popping by an hour plus time.

Today, I went to school for one tutorial - International Finance only. And it's at 2pm. I was a bit late for class cause I waited 15mins for the bus to arrive. So, Kimberly was earlier than me today. Haha.

I was pretty lost at what my tutor was teaching today. What 'diversifying risks vs non-diversifying risks'. What the hell. And he's draggy as well. As in I think that he explained too much of the irrelevant stuffs. Haha. Still, the whole tutorial lasts for 1 hour 15 mins only. Pretty short. To think that I travelled all the way from Kallang to Tampines just to attend such a short tutorial session. Haha. What a great timetable I have. Duh. But, somehow I like this subject. Haha. Maybe it's due to the fact that my lecturer is quite funny. I'm referring to the way he conducts the lecture, telling us some stories of his. Haha. Somemore I think that he looks a bit like my neighbour.

Tomorrow going to have FOI (Fundamentals of Investment) tutorial. And I managed to complete it! Although not all the questions but still, at least I tried. Cause it's like kinda tedious. First lecture I'm quite lost already especially when the lecturer rattle off the formulas like a bullet train...




I still miss you.

H bqhdc, nm lnmczx mhfgs zmc snczx.



If only you are back by my side.........




Yesterday:

You seems to have caught my hint :)




Bingo.



A few days ago, a friend of mine actually played this song "我为什么还爱你" by Mi Lu Bing for me to listen. Initially, I don't really like the song, though I have heard it on TV several times. Haha. Yes, he's right that actually this song truly describes how I feel at the moment, especially the chorus part (In red). Haha. Here goes the lyrics:


一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不在
放开 这是最好的决定

你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

一天过一天 明天再见
这是你每次说的 一直都没有改变
你的无奈 我知道你的心已不在
放开 这是最好的决定

你的爱 已不在 我为什么还在这发呆

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里

我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你 (想着你)
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心把我丢在这里
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃
是什么原因 你狠心丢我在 这里




Day by day, time passes away..

It has been days since we last contacted.

Is it so hard just to send me a sms to ask me how am I doing?

When will you actually ask me out AGAIN? It's a promise made on that day.





Why am I left alone here?


** Hetre rea metis hwne I yrc lonea.



It has been 2 weeks plus plus after that matter. Whatever my feeling is, life still has to go on for me.

Well, first day of school today. Woke up in the morning and it is raining. I just dislike rainy weather :( As usual, I took bus 23 to school. Saw Grace (my ex-colleague from Hyatt, also studying in TP) in the bus. I am quite surprised to see her actually. But I guess she does not know that it is me until I called her name. (Some will say that I look different when I tie and not tying my hair) We talked about school matters on the way. Haha.

Suppose to meet Kimberly before school to go for lesson together. Late as usual (Oops!), and Grace told me that she saw George and her classmates. Asked me to walk over to say 'hi' to him. I accompanied her to the bench at IT school. I was thinking maybe I will just walk over to say 'hi' and leave after that. George was trying to act 'dao' in front of me (by the way, he did see me). Haha. Sitting opposite him is Shawn. He is like shocked to see me as well cause I arrived there together with Grace. Then I told them that I am their new classmate but doubt they believe me. Haha!

First lesson is Communication Skills 2 at 9am. Met my classmates today. Haha. Familiar faces include Miaw Shan, Nikita, Bee Yin, Lee Ping, Lee Choo, Pei Ling, Hwee Shan, Erica, Min Ting. Last but not least will be Kimberly. Haha. It is like wow, I already know so many of my classmates. But all girls. Guys whom I know and are in the same elective as me are in different class from me now(this sentence is a bit weird.) Haha. My current class has 14 girls and 10 guys. Okay, back to the topic. Comm Skills 2 is so @`#$%^&*! I knew that I will not like the subject even before my tutor, Ms Meenachi started her lesson. Man, this subject is just not my cup of tea. Yawns! Haha. Furthermore, my Comm Skills 1 sucks. This explains my hatred for the subject. Now let us talk about Ms Meenachi bah.. She is actually a bit blur.

Firstly, she does not know that we are in the same elective and actually asked one of my classmates to talk about the subjects she is doing (This is like duh, first time she teaching Year 2s meh). Secondly, we are supposed to form groups for our pbl. She told us that groupings will be decided by ourselves, or rather we can follow our groups formed for the other subjects. I was telling Kimberly that this is like the first lesson of the sem, of the week and of the day. Haha. So funny. Throughout the tutorial, Ms Meenachi is the one doing most of the talking which makes me want to fall asleep. Comm Skills just do not interest me. Duh.

Then here comes the groupings part. We are supposed to form into 6 people per group. My group has 7 people. So end up Kimberly, Erica (she joined in later) and I have to draw lots to see who will join the other group (the rest of the 4 do not want to split). And guess what? I am the unlucky one. Haiz.. So ended up joining Miaw Shan group. Haha. Luckily, I already knew 3 of them in her group. If not, I will surely be left out. Haha.

Home Sweet Home next. Been browsing through the year book Li Ping lent me :)

Tomorrow lunch with my year 1 clique! :)

Till I blogged again...



Deep inside my heart, I know that I still...................



One announcement to make: I actually woke up at 9am today! This is like so early can! (For your information if you do not know, probably I will still be in bed at noon) Haha. So actually, I received Huixian’s sms telling me that celebration of Shu Ling’s advance birthday has been changed to today. Cause she can’t make it tomorrow. Haha.

Okay. Another reason why I woke up so early is because I gonna check my timetable at 10am. Kinda excited as to who will be in the same class as me! And guess what? Kimberly is in the same class as me. I should count it a blessing or should I say that I’m unfortunate? Haha. Have been talking to her about it while working some time ago. How I wish Jannah is in the same class as well. Haha. Cause we are like three chatterbox. Oops, not forgetting Liping. (Haha!) But haiz.. Though different class, can still meet up for lunch, and we are in the same lecture slot (Cause B&F only 3 classes). Haha.
So cheer up okay, Jannah.

So, here’s my timetable:

Mon 9-4pm
Tues 9-1pm (WOO!)
Wed 11-4pm
Thurs 9-1pm (WOO!)
Fri 11-4pm

Haha. I simply love my timetable. Why? Cause the latest I end is at 4pm! Not like last sem sia. Haha. And for the first week (Starting on the 22nd Oct), Wed and Thurs I have no school! Haha. Its like go school for 2 days then break for 2 days again, then go school for 1 day and then it will be followed by weekend already. Haha. Okay, it’s only for the first week but what am I so happy about? Haha. Anyway, met up with Kimberly, Jannah and Liping in Paya Lebar at 12pm. Haha. I was the first to reach by the way. And to think that my sms actually woke Kimberly up cause if I did not sms her, she will have been still in bed even at 12pm! Haha. Okay, same for me cause I see no point in waking up so early when I have no school. Walked around, have our lunch over at Long John Silver’s. Service over there is like.... (Not that I’m saying bad lah, a bit scare off the customers! Haha) As usual while eating, we always try to seek amusement in whatever topic we said.

After lunch, went to Bugis with them for shopping. Bugis is like not the place for us anymore. It seriously has changed since I last went there. Haha.

Met Shu Ling and Huixian in Bugis after they ended school as well. Sorry I abandoned my poly classmates! Also celebrated Shu Ling’s advance birthday today. Happy Birthday Shu Ling! Haha. Finally 18. Haha. Overall, outing with the girls is fun.


3 more days before I start school!

And Jared, I still don't want to tell you the answer leh. It's already very abvious can anot. HAHAHA! So figure it out yourself. LOL.




This reminds me of the pic that I took together with... Haha!



Some things are better to be left unsaid……

My heart still aches whenever I see you.

How I wish you are always there for me when I needed you, to be there by my side. To actually listen to my troubles, to lend me a listening ear.

I wish that you can be there to hold my hands.

When’s the last time I actually received an sms from you? I really miss that. I don't ask for much, just a simple sms is enough to brighten up my day.


Once again, I sigh...






Is it really over between us?

I still miss you.



Wanted to post this last night but did not manage to do so:

Sorry. I just can’t help it whenever I laze around at home. I will still think about that matter. Tears will still flow down no matter how hard I try to control it. I tell myself that I have to be strong. But I guess I can deceive myself no more. I’m still the fragile me. It’s true that I still cannot forget about it. And YOU as well.



These few days have been back in Hyatt to work again. Haha. Work is making me so tiring, since I have to work from morning till night. But when I think of the money, maybe it’s worth it. But working this holidays also mean that I will become more anti-social since I will have less time to meet my girlfriends. But hey, finally we are meeting up this sat :) Gonna be a late night out. Haha.

Hmmm, I have no idea what is happening to me. Have been feeling very troubled :( I dunno why. Ended work at about 8:30pm today. Not wanting to go home so early, decided to walk to Cine ALONE. You can easily count the number of times I went shopping alone. Haha. On the way, I think a lot. Thought through about my life, about you, about my friends and family.

Sometimes, I just think that you are quite cold towards me. It’s so scary. I don’t know what you are thinking inside. Totally different from the time when i met you.




Aku Cinta Padamu.
Learnt this from my colleague on mon 30/09 :)