Happiness fills this blog
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Miss Happy  She blogs about bits and pieces of her life journey and wishes that the journey ahead is a bed of roses. She wants someone whom she can trust and rely on, hopefully a life partner. The laughter and sorrow make up a puzzle. A happy life is what she's looking for. She does not wish to shed any more tears. Hold her hand and be her guardian angel, and she will be more than happy :)Monday, July 28, 2008. My tagboard is alive again :) Thank you everyone. Haha. And I'm sick again. Yeah. I can’t wait for tomorrow to come. ‘Cause project deadlines are all over and tomorrow is going to be my one last presentation. Haha. It still seems like yesterday when we are all pushing ourselves, waking up early, meeting up every single day during the term break, dressed in our T-shirts and flip-flops, with the messy hair etc, just for the stupid projects that we have.  .On the other hand, talking about the exams, with 2 papers on 25/8 (mon), 2 papers on 27/8 (wed) and one last paper on 28/8 (thurs), that’s what I feared the most. And I have yet to start studying :( Please let me have the momentum to start studying. Oh please. I’m tired already, when it’s only 9:38pm as shown on my PC now. I still haven’t prepare my script for tomorrow? That’s the main thing and I’m here blogging. Haha. Save me. Oh.. Forgot to mention something. You will always be you. The one I used to know. It’s really so hard for me to let go, to forget about you. Although on the outside I keep telling others that I’m fine, but deep down, I’m not. I still cry silently in one corner. I miss you, hope to see you so much, but what can I do? My heart is bleeding! I found myself writing your name down on my paper, thinking of you everytime. Without you, I really have no courage to carry on my life anymore :( + Fate & Destiny @ 9:43 PM Thursday, July 24, 2008.  Teach me how to smile again.
1 month passed? She still thinks of you. + Fate & Destiny @ 7:41 PM Friday, July 18, 2008. 「喜欢一个人时，总想知道他每天都在想什么，过得好不好，现在又在做什么呢！是不是偶尔也会想起一个正在思念着你的我呢！无论是在开心或失落的时候想起你，你都不会在乎；有关于他的一切你都想知道。」 Quoted from : http://www.imeem.com/xiaoxiz/blogs/2008/04/14/fYXt2MEB/ Screwed up my whole paper today :( Sad-ed. How can I be so dumb when I knew that the spot date is actually 2 business days from the transaction date and yet I wrote down transaction date = spot date?! OhMyGod. I must be really out of my mind. Idiot. Try harder next time. It's funny how one mistake could turn into 'regret'. Everytime, she swings open her cupboard door, she’ll see the flowers hanging there, so obvious, so hard not to see it. And it reminds her of you. How have you been? Once again, noh ss!w ! The feelings when I hear your half-asleep voice when I called you… Tears wet my cheeks. I wonder why? Maybe I feel so happy when I hear your voice? Why do I cry when I think of you every now and then? WHY WHY WHY?? For goodness sake, you make me so wanna cry my hearts out. So wanna distant everyone. And you make me so wanna say goodbye. 还会有那么一天吗？ + Fate & Destiny @ 8:27 PM Tuesday, July 15, 2008. 「这一切, 都是上天的安排吗？」 Oh well, my bad habit is back again. Anyway, I’m very lost in BTM (Bank Treasury Management). I don’t even know what the hell the topic ‘Foreign Exchange’ is talking about. When I have a class test this Friday. Pretty screwed up. :( And thanks to Ling Hong & xander for your tags :) My heart nearly stopped beating at that moment. Hope that you are fine. [Dreams are never meant to be true. But, she dreamt of you again..] 她只觉得胸口好痛好痛。。 This time, the kind of feelings experienced is very different. She cried because of you. But she's not sure if it's worth it. + Fate & Destiny @ 7:34 PM Sunday, July 13, 2008. 13th July. Well, 13th signifies something to me. Several months back. Maybe to some of you out there, 13th is an unlucky number. To the ‘guest’ who tagged me: Well, I totally agree with what you said. This kind of thing, one has to be patient. Maybe it’s kinda for adults? I’m still a kid, I guess. Yesterday went to Bugis with my sis. It was a very last minute decision. Haha. Anyway, went to SingTel Hello shop to change my phone. Sis bought her wallet too and after that she left for work. Shan’t talk about today. A disappointing day indeed. 我真的是走火入魔了吗？ + Fate & Destiny @ 7:34 PM Friday, July 11, 2008. You will have provided her with the strength and determination to move on if you were to walk by her side.. SAPM project submission today. Haha. It was seriously a tough project to do. Cracking our heads out, some disagreements etc.. To think that we actually stayed in school until 9 plus to solve the calculation problems yesterday. 2nd time I stayed in school till so late for projects. But, we were still unable to complete on time. Submitted the report at about 5:20pm today when the deadline is supposed to be at 5pm. We were panicking though =X Arghhh.. Talking about yesterday, I was freaking pissed off. But I won’t talk about what happened. You know who you are. Overall, I’m super duper tired of projects. Next Friday: Submission of Group Assignment for Managerial Accounting (MA) & Class test for Bank Treasury Management (BTM) :( No reply = Ignorance She still misses you, really. She needs you by her side. 2 more days to 13th July. She's been hurt so deeply. She needs to feel loved. She loves you, but what does she get in return? + Fate & Destiny @ 8:11 PM Wednesday, July 9, 2008. Day by day, she misses you more and more. Night after night, she wishes that she will be able to hear your voice before she goes to bed. Boy, how she wished that you can be there by her side again. To give her physical and emotional support. She needs you to give her an extra push. She needs the love, warmth, protection and care which she once experienced. She needs you. She hopes that you can be there to hold her hands. She wonders how are you feeling? She is thinking of you right now. ‘Regret’ is the word. By the time she learnt to cherish, the chance slipped through her hands. She broke down, regretting saying it out at the spur of the moment. She knows that she is indeed the foolish one. 她体会到什么叫痛苦。。 。 She doesn't have the courage to tell you that she misses you a lot. She only hopes to hear your voice every single day. She misses your phone calls and sms-es :( The quickening of heartbeat, the blushes etc which she once had, all these were real. She used to smile because of you.
+ Fate & Destiny @ 4:41 PM Monday, July 7, 2008. Living in my own lalaland~ Okay. Well, that’s random. It was a long and dreadful day today. Was woken up by my sis’s alarm clock at 7:30am. Saw the message sent to me by my groupmate. It says, ’Tmr meet at 8 for CAC project meeting.’ I was like, omg? I just woke up only and it’s half an hour more to 8? Haha. Expected, I was late and reached school at 9am. Did some last minute finalization for our report and we managed to submit in time? Maybe we passed the deadline which is 6pm by a bit. Only half of the class turned up for CAC tutorial. The rest must be busy rushing their report. Up next was MA lecture. Arghh.. MA lecture bores me to the core. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. July already. While some people just celebrated their birthday, don’t know what wish she made sia. *ahem ahem* LOL. I’m just bored. Bye, peeps! :D Looking at it, I don’t know if I should feel happy or sad. Sometimes, I feel that I’m really dumb. + Fate & Destiny @ 10:03 PM Saturday, July 5, 2008. Happy 20th Birthday to sis! Hope that you have enjoyed your day with them at Sentosa. Didn’t join you guys. My legs are still feeling very painful after my NAPHA test. And it sucks :( Maybe there's still hope? The conversation, the talk over the phone, the e-mail, everything and everything. On the other hand, the actions spoke otherwise :( Especially when you shouted. 「好想再次看到你的笑容。。」 + Fate & Destiny @ 4:47 PM Wednesday, July 2, 2008. 「我还是胆小的， 还是需要有人来保护。。」 It’s Wednesday already. No lessons today. But, reached school at 10am for project meeting. Consultation with tutor at about 11:30am. But my group does not have many questions to ask, so the consultation ended in 5 mins. LOL. Reached home and took a nap. Slept for an hour. Was woken up by a dream… Hmmm.. Tomorrow is going to be a long day. Lessons until 1pm and then NAPHA test at 3pm. Haha. Somehow, I got nervous breakdown when I think of it :( Good luck to all. :D I dreamt of you again. Tell me, what does it mean? The feeling of being ignored. Nothing hurts more than that. Really. Is ‘Happily Ever After’ only in fairytales? noh ss!w ! 真的好想你。。 Cheer me up? + Fate & Destiny @ 7:37 PM Tuesday, July 1, 2008. 「People out there, don't ask me about what happened... 」 I flipped through my table calendar and it is July already? Well, a week has passed unknowingly. Got back 4 out of 5 papers for my mid-sem tests. Generally, still okay for 3 of the subjects scoring B, B+, but no A :( Except for FA which I merely passed only. It wasn’t to my expectations :( Sad case.. But well, the main thing is: I have tried :) Speaking of which, Thursday is my NAPHA test, which is 2 days’ away only. I’m still not at all prepared :( :( Haha. Went jogging. Hopefully, it helps to improve my lousy stamina (haven’t been running since after ‘O’s). Haven’t practice for my sit-up also! Haha. Becoming old like grandma liao? Anyway, nothing much to update. Bye, gtg! :D I woke up from my dreams, at last. I learnt my lessons. This time, I really did. I tell myself that I ought to learn to give and take at times. I shall not be so stubborn anymore. NOT anymore. I know that it’s not going to get me anywhere. I got to change my attitude. Unknowingly, one week passed by, since last Tuesday. I want the world to evolve around you & me again. Can I? Bring me to the future. ‘Cause I want to know what will my life be months and years from now. + Fate & Destiny @ 1:32 PM |
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