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Miss Happy

She blogs about bits and pieces of her life journey and wishes that the journey ahead is a bed of roses. She wants someone whom she can trust and rely on, hopefully a life partner. The laughter and sorrow make up a puzzle. A happy life is what she's looking for. She does not wish to shed any more tears. Hold her hand and be her guardian angel, and she will be more than happy :)

Friday, April 25, 2008.

“My first week of SENIOR YEAR has ended”, quoted from Jannah’s blog. Haha. Yeah, first week of school is gone.

Having to wake up at 7:30am just to be in time for my 9am lecture is a chore, when I dragged myself out of bed. Haha. Nothing much for this week, since I just have to attend slightly less than 2 hours lecture everyday. Oh man, I have to start to do my tutorials.

2nd last sem in TP. Got to buck up and achieve my GPA of 3 again. It’s like ‘again’. But, can I?

I hated my subjects for this sem. Arrghh.. 5 core subjects and 4 projects to do. I really wondered how to survive my senior year?

I hated school more than anything else :(

Sooo many things I wanted to type here…
But..
My mind just cannot think of it right now when I’m typing.

~~It’s true that I really think too much.~~
~~I’m so tired. So sick of living in this world.~~
~~Everything I did, my actions, seemed wrong.~~
~~Absolutely wrong.~~

I need your company.
To actually lend me a listening ear.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 7:24 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008.

Somehow, I really got a bad omen about it. It has been bothering me since just now while I was on the way home.

Or maybe, it’s really a wrong choice made by you. I don’t know. But at the same time, i'm scared of losing you.

Feel so much better when I let it out.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 10:41 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008.

Bored~
Stayed at home again and did some household chores.
So guai..
Haha.
Nah, mum’s away to Malaysia that’s why.

Anyway, nothing much happened these few days.
School’s going to start 2 days later.
I have to be best friends with books again. Haha.
But the thing is, 1st week of school I only need to attend 2 hours of pathetic lectures everyday.

Till I blog again..

I miss my cute Boy! :D
6 days since I last saw you.
Lell – Ooh – Vvee - Eeeh ♥

+ Fate & Destiny @ 4:52 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008.

I was feeling so excited about my timetable that initially, I wanted to log in at 10am. But the irony is that I don’t want school to start. Haha. But I couldn't wake up until Jannah sms me.

3rd year of study in TP. In a month’s time, Tze Shuen’s batch will be graduating and we will be welcoming a new batch. Haha. I’m still imagining as if I just collected my ‘O’ level results and stepping in into TP, my 2nd choice poly. How fast can time fly?

Sad-ed. I went to check all my last sem classmates’ timetable and I found out that only 6 people – Hwee Shan, Minting, Guowei, Benjamin, Erica & Kimberly are in the same class as me. Jannah and Carmen are in a different class :(

Oh.. It sure brighten up my day when I saw in my timetable that Mrs. Philomena See is my CP. Haha. The very nice and motherly tutor who used to teach me HR.

3 days before school reopens. But, I’m sooo not looking forward to it.
Projects, lectures, tutorials.. Oh man!

+ Fate & Destiny @ 11:24 AM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008.

I still can vividly recall that 2.5 years ago (so fast?) , during my last day of Residential Course (RC) in my CIBTC, my squadmate Chuan Lui shared with us a story during squad sharing. It was totally darkness (about 10pm if I remember it correctly) and each of us is to share with the rest how we felt throughtout the 10 days of RC, since we have completed one-third of the CI course.

This story is entitled ‘The New Rabbit-Turtle Race — in real life’. I have decided to share with all of you since I found it meaningful. Moral of story can be seen after each episode. Enjoy reading!

http://www.samtsai.com/p385/the-new-rabbit-turtle-race-in-real-life/

+ Fate & Destiny @ 3:16 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008.

Today.
Woke up at 11:30am.
Stayed at home again.

Was feeling damn sick.
Got a very bad sore throat and flu also.
Cause I ate potato chips yesterday :(
Kept sneezing the whole day.

Took a nap at 12:30pm and woke up at 3.
Can’t take it anymore.
Haiz..

Holidays ending soon.

Where are you?

+ Fate & Destiny @ 5:51 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008.

Seems like I'm going to fall sick soon. Haiz.. Stayed at home today since I got nowhere to go. Haha. Anyway, dear starts school today, just like most of my friends. Here's an update of what I did during the weekend:

Sat (12th April)
Went to Vivo City with shuling, huixian & xiufang. Haha. It’s been some time since we last met. Looks changed, so is fashion sense. Haha. Nonetheless, our topics to talk about are like water tap flowing.

Dinner at Food Republic at about 5pm since we have plans of going into Sentosa to take photo. After much dilly dally-ing, it was 6 plus when we wanted to queue for the tickets. As expected, the queue was super long since it is a Saturday.

So, left Vivo and took bus to esplanade. The place is crowded too. Enjoyed the nice scenery and it was cooling at night. Took photos and have a mini picnic over there. Haha. And thanks to xiufang for the gifts she bought from China during her attachment.

Reached home at about 9:40pm and after that received a call from dear that he wanted to pass me something. It surprised me that he came over my place :) Thanks for it! Haha. Except that I’m unhappy that my parents gave me a thrashing and I apologized for the incident too. We went out again with qin and heng to OCC. Reached home at 1am.

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Sun (13th April)
Cycling at ECP with dear, serena, qin and heng!

Qin brought his gf, Serena too. Haha. She's so shy, maybe because she doesn't know us very well bah. Can't be blamed. Haha. Well, at least it's better for us 2 girls to talk.

We cycled to Bedok jetty and all the way to Changi. Aeroplanes were flying above our heads. Haha. Not sure how long we cycled, but our backside hurts and our legs were wobbly like jelly. So nice of dear to carry me on his back :)

Haha. Overall, the outing was fun and I love cycling! Haha. After that, we wanted to settle down for dinner but the place was super crowded. Haha. An auntie spoiled our mood :( Don’t wish to elaborate here. Some people are just plain inconsiderate.

It took quite some time before we actually found seats and it was 8 plus already. Haha. After dinner, home sweet home as the rest will be starting school on Monday. Study hard!

+ Fate & Destiny @ 2:50 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008.

「No need to teach a seed to grow, it's just another ordinary miracle」

Life is indeed full of emotions. One moment you can be happy, the other moment you can be feeling so down.

Year 2007 is an example. Yet, I don't wish to rake up the past. It’s one quarter into twenty-0-eight and I’m getting nowhere. Nothing I did seem to be right to my parents. Even when I stay at home. Perhaps I’m really an eyesore. But whatever lah. I’m not going to give a damn about it.

Don’t they know that the word ‘respect’ exists in this world? Calling back home and I ended up being scolded and they hung up my phone. Seriously, I’m just so pissed off. I don’t want to type that word down here again. Are they going to push me to the very edge?

I want to lead my own life, and not let others lead my life :(
At what age will I gain my so-called 'freedom'?

Most of my friends will be starting school next week whereas mine has one more week of holiday than them. I’m going to be in my 3rd year of poly education and life will be busy after that. Oh.. And I need money to survive through. Haha.

当我需要你的时候你在哪里？
很多时候，很想有人陪，但你却不在我身边.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 7:31 PM

Photos taken during Ice-skating:

And the last photo I proudly presents

Jianzhi who stood with his stunning pose! Haha.

Good things are always worth waiting.

Look at where the photo is taken!

+ Fate & Destiny @ 6:39 PM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008.

A forwarded message:

十句值得深思的话：
1. 没有一百分的另一半，只有五十分的两个人
2. 付出真心，才会得到真心，却也可能伤得彻底。保持距离，就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞 3. 通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人，才是真正爱你的人
4. 有时候，不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重
5. 冷漠，有时候并不是无情，只是一种避免被伤害的工具
6. 如果我们有1000步的距离，你只要跨出第一步，我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
7. 为你的难过而快乐的，是敌人。为你的快乐而快乐的，是朋友。为你的难过而难过的，就是那些该放进心里的人
8. 就算是believe中间，也藏了一个lie
9. 真正的好朋友，并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题，而是在一起就，就算不说话，也不会感到尴尬
10. 朋友就是被你看透了，还能喜欢你的人

Haha. It’s meaningful, isn’t it? For the benefit of those who can’t understand, here’s a translation:

1. Your other half is not 100%, only 50% made up of 2 people.

2. Paying out your true heart so that the returns will be maximized. At the same time, you can also be deeply hurt. Maintaining distance can help to protect yourself, but also means that you will always be lonely.

3. Normally, those who are willing to stay behind to quarrel with you is the one who truly loves you.

4. Sometimes, it’s not your gf/bf who doesn’t care about you, it’s that you care too much about your other half. (It's just sooo true..)

5. Sometimes, ignorance doesn’t mean hard-hearted, it’s only a tool to prevent from getting hurt.

6. If there is a difference of 1000 steps between us, you just have to take a step forward and I will walk the remaining 999 steps to head towards your direction.

7. Your enemy is the one who feels happy about your misfortune. The one who feels happy for you is your friend. Those who feel sad about your sadness will be those to be kept close to your heart.

8. Even in “believe”, there’s always a lie in between.

9. Your true friend is not one who has endless topics to talk about, but the absence of awkwardness even when there’s silence between both of you.

10. A friend is someone who will still befriend you even if he/she has seen through you.

「空气中吻你的脸.. 」

+ Fate & Destiny @ 12:41 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008.

Back here to update before it collects dust.

Went to AMK yesterday with love and his family for dinner. Decided to walk around hub for a while. Ate ice cream along the way..

Haha. He knows that I love to bite my fingernails. So, if you have noticed, my fingernails has always been short and somehow looks a bit distorted too :( As a punishment for me, he said that I am not allowed to cut my nails for 2 months. I was like, “HUH!” And on the 9th June (2 days’ grace), he’s going to bring me for a manicure. Haha. How interesting. But will I be able to kick my bad habit? Nah, I have to, I guess!

And after wearing specs for so long, I want to try wearing contact lens! Haha. But wait till I got the money and the time to go to the optometry first..

为什么我总是一个人哭泣？
当我最需要你的时候你在哪里？

+ Fate & Destiny @ 3:09 PM

Wednesday, April 2, 2008.

Random pic:

Stayed at home today.
Suppose to go out with my awesome boyfriend to town. But didn’t go.
So, I have been placing my butt in front of the computer for the past few hours.
Still in the midst of watching the drama, ‘Romantic Princess’.
Just finished watching episode 8 :)
Haha.
And the show is sooo nice..
Especially when the male lead actor is cute.

Going to bath soon..

+ Fate & Destiny @ 5:29 PM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008.

PASSED!

No doubt.

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And Happy April Fool’s Day.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 7:02 PM