Met abcj3m (except Alex & Joel) and Jaime’s friend, Ken today. Ice-skating at Kallang Leisure Park! A brand new experience when I first tried it. It was icy cold inside there and I regretted wearing shorts and not bringing a jacket. Ended up wearing Jz’s instead. Haha.

2 hours of ice-skating began at about 1:40pm. Initially, I lost balance and have to grab hold of the railings in order to prevent myself from falling down. With the help of my friends, I slowly get the hang of it after one round. Haha. It was indeed fun when the 6 of us skated together (putting hands on the shoulder of whoever is in front of you, holding hands). As usual, there were some kids who were learning and at the same time, those who skated round and round so smoothly which truly amazes me. Photo sessions before we left Ice World. Will upload the pics again..

Taiwanese boyband, Energy was present at the Leisure Park too. And Kunda looked dashing! :) Haha. We shouted for Energy over at Level 2. Shuwei looked up at us at waved :). After that, there was this games session followed by photo-taking with the first 200 fans. Didn’t stay on to watch so we left to go to the arcade.

Oh.. I fell in love with Angela Zhang’s songs!



Thanks to qin for the advice.



Just feeling bored now. So, decided to come here and post a random blog.
Just when you needed company, you have no one. You make presumption that your friends aren’t free for you. Haha. Maybe will go shopping alone later? Depends on my mood then. And yeah, my parents aren’t in Singapore. Haha, In case you are wondering where I have kidnapped them, they have left for Malaysia to 扫墓 over the weekend. Yeahness~


I see people dwelling on their past, hoping that they get to patch back with their ex. Sometimes, we need to let go of what we already have in order to welcome new things. If we keep holding on to the past, we only make it harder for ourselves to move on. That’s just my thinking. But it’s just so true, isn’t it?


真希望这一切都是梦, 等一下就会有人把我吵醒.




Met him today.
I reached his house at about 4pm.
Dinner at his place.
It was cooked by his mum :)
Then, he watched his VCD on his computer while I played his PSP. (Hmmp..)
9pm, he fetched me home.
Over at the carpark near my place, I told him that I don’t want to be home so early.
I wanted to be spared from all those nagginggss..
I persisted and insisted that he left without me first.
For fear that the brothers cooked up a storm.
He objected and wanted to send me home.
But, after much 拖拖拉拉, I still won :))
No idea what’s wrong with me.
Perhaps mood swings?
Maybe deep inside, you must be thinking that I’m petty?
I don’t care.
Wanted to go to the playground alone but shun away the thought.
The feeling wasn’t great. Not at all.
End up roaming aimlessly around my neighbourhood till I’m satisfied.
Hoping that you would have left my place.
Tens over cars brushed past me.
Suddenly, I regretted my decision.
Undesirable consequences flashed through my head like nobody’s business :(
I’m indeed worried about you after I told you how I feel when I’m at your place.
What if you speed and meet with an accident?
I don’t wish for this to happen.
Sorry that I promised to call you but I didn’t.
Over the phone, how did you feel when I told you that I don’t feel like calling?
I really wish to know.
Now that you are back home safely, I’m glad.
I am NOT angry.
Wondering what are you doing now?
I still care. Do you?




「看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到.. 」



The reply just made my heart sank totally.



Yeah.
New blogskin!
:)
Have been wanting to find a suitable blogskin after creating this blog for 6 months already.
Anyway, my papers are finally over.
I’m just hoping for the best, at least.
Parents are a nag.
Am I too much to handle?
Seriously, no.
But what can I do?
I’m freaking sick of staying at home.
Facing the 4 walls.

What if I can turn back time?


幸福的开始就是放手去爱.



I should be at Jaime’s chalet right now.
But sad to say, I didn’t go because of my stupid paper.
Haiz.
I bet they must be having fun over at Downtown?
Definitely.
The barbecue, the fun, the chit-chatting, the games and everything else.
But, I missed it :(
That’s a fact.
Well, I’m going to accept things the way it is.
No way am I going to let history repeat itself again.
We, being prisoners of this education system. (Right?)
It’s gonna be my last chance to pass it tomorrow.
Good luck.



I getting quite sick of blogging now. So sorry for the lack of updating and as you can see, my posts are getting shorter and shorter. Haha.

Back in school for you-know-what today. Was walking under the blazing hot sun. The surroundings were so empty. And so were the corridors along Business School. I can easily count the number of people I brushed past with. The feeling wasn’t good at all. I know not a single soul there. Now, I know that it was a lesson taught to me. I don’t know.

All along, I was the one who has been so foolish.
幸好我没有停留在原地. 我选择了接受.

Aren't it cute?

What the fuck. I am treated like a nobody here. I REALLY REALLY hate to stay at home, to listen to all your nagging, all your stupid nonsense. When I go out, at least I have the company of my friends who will understand me. When I’m at home, the nagging can compete with the bees’s buzzing sound. Seriously, it’s like what the hell. Hello, I’m turning 19 already and I can’t stay out late like my friends. Sometimes, I wished that I have more freedom. Why exactly am I being born into this pathetic world? Sian..

Went out with dear, qin and heng to town today. It’s fun to hang out with this bunch of jokers. Haha. Though it’s only a short outing, but I’m really enjoying it, at least I am away. Away from home.

Won’t be in Singapore from 4th to 8th march.



Yo people, I’m back again! Haven been updating for quite some time. Finally, my main exams has ended with a gigantic full stop on Thursday (nonsense! I’m exaggerating here). Haha. Was feeling damn sick throughtout the entire exams period. So nice of dear to accompany me to the doctor :)

After exams, met him at Tampines and take train down to Vivo. Haha. Watched Death Note Spin Off - L Change the World. Walked around and did some shopping. But didn't get to buy anything. Haha. Passed by this shop called “Emiko Arts” and this is what my dear made for me. So sweet of him :) Dinner over at the HK Restaurant. I simply love the food there. Haha. If I knew that this would happened, I will have chosen another location, another restaurant to dine in. But anyway, what's done is done.

Happy 21st Birthday, my dear!
May you be happy always! Today, birthday celebration over at his house. It was loads of fun. Haha. The birthday boy was busying around the house, trying to entertain the guests. He promised me not to drink again after I left his place but he still drink :( I'm angry liao. How?

Cabbed home at about 10 plus and here am I blogging. Won't be in Singapore from 4th to 8th March. Take care.