Sudden urge to blog today. No idea why.

School’s workload is increasing. Mid-sem tests are coming in less than 2 weeks’ time. And I have yet to revise them. My aim is to score at least a B for all subjects, no D please! Oh man, my first paper is on next Saturday! The rest of the subjects are stated below. Haiz.. FOI is really a killer. Furthermore, there will be a mock test tomorrow which I have yet to finish studying it. All my lecture notes look so alien to me, I guess I have to re-study them all over again to refresh my memory. My notes are so theoretical, so wordy. Everything seems so “chim” to me. Have I really chosen the wrong elective? I have asked myself countless times since week 1. If only i'm smart, I will have won half the battle already.

Consumer Banking (BAF3006): 10 Dec 07 (Mon), 11:00 - 12:00
Fundamentals of Investment (BAF2006): 12 Dec 07 (Wed), 13:00 - 14:00
International Finance (BAF2007): 14 Dec 07 (Fri), 11:00 - 12:00

Oh.. Just a comment here. Somebody’s smile really melts my heart. A cute dimple over at the cheeks. Haha. I have been observing it for quite some time already. Although the “somebody” won’t be reading this, I feel better to say it out. Haha. Anyway, I have told no one about this also.


Again, it reminds me of the past. People are still asking me that question over and over again. It’s not that I don’t dare to face it. Maybe I’m just like a tortoise, with a hard shell over its head, still hiding underneath, yet to crawl out.

Time heals all wounds. Just exactly how true is that?

I just wish that there can be someone there for me when I needed company. I need a backbone to fall back on, to rely on. But I know that it’s not possible. I have to be independent and accept life the hard way. Reality still has to set in.

Loneliness.

Haha. I’m not trying to be emo here. So don’t worry.