Tomorrow is Saturday and it’s weekend again! Haha. But it means that I have stuff to do. Here goes the list:

1. Different types of Resume (I’m halfway done)
2. Compile all the various parts of the resume after my group mates sent me
3. Online discussion for Comm Skills
4. FOI tutorial
5. Consumer Banking tutorial
6. PFP tutorial
7. International Finance tutorial
8. STUDY!!

Now I must make it a point to complete my tutorials every weekend. Instead of doing it one day before my tutorial. Haha. One more thing, projects are coming one by one. And they are madness~. Arghhh.. I hate projects cause they are so time-consuming!

I reached school at about 10:30am cause I wanted to print some articles from Factiva. After that, I decided to go visit his blog. I actually wanted to see if the unknown guest who is visiting your blog got reply anot. To my dismay, he or she actually said "then i wish you luck in whatever you do to get her baack(: BYE". I was like... OMG. What will his reply be?!!!! If only..... Aiyah, nevermind, maybe I really think too much cause I jolly well know that it's not possible. Then I was thinking, could the message be from one of the part-timers in Hyatt? But from what I know, not many people know about his blog (except for me, kimberly and maybe amy). Or maybe it could be one of his friends bah. Haha.

I don't know why when I see the message which the unknown guest posted, I just feel like crying. He’s still on my mind. I STILL LOVE YOU. DO YOU KNOW THAT? HOW ABOUT YOU? Will fate really allows us to meet again after you graduate (or I should say ‘we’ instead of ‘you’ only)? Maybe things will be different then, or maybe another girl will have already stepped into your life. I don’t know. And another thing, I know that your vacation is coming. Will you ask me out AGAIN? I know you going back Indonesia. But... Well…..

And yesterday when Waty called me and asked if I’m feeling better, I said yes. However, in actual fact, I’m not. Her intention of calling me yesterday was to ask if I’m free to help out during Christmas. I just happily agreed though I know that my family and I will be going back to Malaysia in December cause my grandma is ill. I heard from Waty that he’s going back as well. Well, I really hope to see him, frankly speaking. But it will be a totally different scenario then. Will we still talk like before? My heart really aches when I think about that.
I cry alone at night. Without anyone else knowing.

I tell myself that I will have to start studying now before it's too late. Cause all the subjects that I'm taking this sem is very theoretical, very heavy. Really have to start now. Haha. But why am I here blogging?