Hello people, just a quick sum-up of what has happened over the past week.

My grandma passed away last friday at 10pm. The news turned out to be very shocking when I wasn't even prepared. My dad, sis and I rushed back to Malaysia at midnight. (The rest of my family members are in Malaysia already) Journey back there was pretty short and we managed to reach Malaysia at about 4am. Rest for a while first before my family proceeded to my uncle's place when the sun rises.

The last time when I saw my grandma before she passed away was 2 weeks ago on that Saturday. My family had an impromtu decision to go back and visit her. She was hospitalised then, and was lying on the patient bed. She appears weak and we can hardly hear what she is saying. Kinda heart-aching to see her in this state. She couldn't walk and has to rely on the wheelchair.

Yesterday, all my relatives were present to send her off for the last time. It's time for her to rest in peace. We set off to Bukit Kangkak where she is being cremated, next to my grandpa. Over there, we pay our respect to both of them. First time I step into a cemetry in my 18 years of life. I have never been to my grandpa's grave before.

Where are you when I needed you the most? I still miss you. Do you know that? Time and again, when I think of you, I cry. I know that it's foolish of me. I need your support at this time. I have the sudden urge to contact you on that day but decided not to. Perhaps you are busy, perhaps you are working. I don't wish to disturb you. Do you still care about me?