My first post in 2008.

3rd day of the new year.

3rd day of school.

3rd time in my life that I’m feeling so depressed.


Again, I have to bottom up my feelings. Since I can tell this to no one.

30th December 2007. Saw him at Sentosa. While lying on my bed that night, I can’t get to sleep so decided to msg him. I was so happy to hear that he will ask me out, since he told me that it’s what he promised me. Haha. I was like so happy. But whether or not he will keep his promise is another thing.


The next day, I chanced upon his shoutout message which says "I know of a angel with a broken wing that descended on Earth.. Is it true that all angels are beautiful? Creating my very own miracle to get her..." That’s the same as his msn nick. When I saw this, my heart sank totally. I knew that the one he is talking about is none other than her. So, my point is, aren’t he not supposed to have a girlfriend until he graduated? I’m actually so stupid that maybe all along I’m just a fool. Is he really a two-timer when he’s together with me at that time? Almost 3 months already, but…..

You people out there who understands what I’m talking about, well, congrats. You should be able to understand how I feel. Just keep it to yourself.

Oh.. Another thing, I suddenly thought of my new year resolutions while on my way home today. Time to brush up my English and change my style of blogging :)

My results sucks to the core. The WORST result ever. Maybe this will serve as a wake up call to me. Regards to all.