Met him today.
I reached his house at about 4pm.
Dinner at his place.
It was cooked by his mum :)
Then, he watched his VCD on his computer while I played his PSP. (Hmmp..)
9pm, he fetched me home.
Over at the carpark near my place, I told him that I don’t want to be home so early.
I wanted to be spared from all those nagginggss..
I persisted and insisted that he left without me first.
For fear that the brothers cooked up a storm.
He objected and wanted to send me home.
But, after much 拖拖拉拉, I still won :))
No idea what’s wrong with me.
Perhaps mood swings?
Maybe deep inside, you must be thinking that I’m petty?
I don’t care.
Wanted to go to the playground alone but shun away the thought.
The feeling wasn’t great. Not at all.
End up roaming aimlessly around my neighbourhood till I’m satisfied.
Hoping that you would have left my place.
Tens over cars brushed past me.
Suddenly, I regretted my decision.
Undesirable consequences flashed through my head like nobody’s business :(
I’m indeed worried about you after I told you how I feel when I’m at your place.
What if you speed and meet with an accident?
I don’t wish for this to happen.
Sorry that I promised to call you but I didn’t.
Over the phone, how did you feel when I told you that I don’t feel like calling?
I really wish to know.
Now that you are back home safely, I’m glad.
I am NOT angry.
Wondering what are you doing now?
I still care. Do you?




「看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到.. 」



The reply just made my heart sank totally.