Miss Happy

She blogs about bits and pieces of her life journey and wishes that the journey ahead is a bed of roses. She wants someone whom she can trust and rely on, hopefully a life partner. The laughter and sorrow make up a puzzle. A happy life is what she's looking for. She does not wish to shed any more tears. Hold her hand and be her guardian angel, and she will be more than happy :)

with the flower on the left..
The neatly folded clothes with the pink box

I was in school at 9am.
And guess what?
I reached the classroom and found out that my Financial Analysis Tutorial is cancelled.
Same thing for the lecture at 11am (same subject).
Which means to say that I have no lessons today!

Haiz..
Went down to the computer lab with my groupmates for project meeting until 1pm.
And here I am in the library with my sis.

Although I have nothing on in school or with friends, I just don’t feel like going home.
:(


「Bottled up feelings..

一切都是我在想太多。

我真的好辛苦。。。」

Won't be blogging again so soon.

Take care, peeps!


And because of all these posts, readers to my blog soared to an all-time high.

I ponder, I think through.

I want to be loved once again.

I’ll cherish what I have now.
And I mean it.

:)

Thank you so much.

10 pathetic days without you.

1 sentence said made my heart sank totally.

I want to be loved once again.

我还是想要得到你的心。

+ Fate & Destiny @ 4:21 PM

Monday, June 16, 2008.

I waited and waited.
I’m so tired already.
Just to hear the same old disappointing answer.
When I’m so looking forward to today.
I thought that finally today, the words will be put into action.
But.. Disappointment.

So, everytime, what I guess is all correct.


You should have just told me earlier that you are outside and I will understand.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 11:47 PM

Sunday, June 15, 2008.

2nd post for the day.

Tomorrow is Monday again.
Which means a hectic week ahead.
Yup.

And gym with the girls tomorrow!





I don’t know if I’m the one thinking too much.

But I just hope for the better.


A phone call is enough to make my day :)

+ Fate & Destiny @ 9:28 PM

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I simply love the song - 'Hate that I love you' on my blog..


Yesterday, I went to Suntec City with my sis.
Reached there at about 7:30pm.
Persuaded her to go with me.
Haha.

But, it was a wasted trip.
Shan’t talk about it here.
Ask me if you want to know!

So, my sis said that I’m a noob!

I’m a noob.
I’m a noob.
I’m a noob.

LOL.
Keep on repeating this inside my head.
Laughed for all you want.
Whatever.

Haha.
And I bumped into Kenji again at Suntec.
He’s working at Promod.
Sorry if I’m like so deaf that I didn’t hear you calling out my name.

Then, from Suntec walked back to the bus stop at City Hall MRT.
Took bus to Clarke Quay.
Accompany my sis cause it’s she who wanted to go there.
Sightseeing over there~
I love to look at sceneries!

Over there, I past by this place where it brings me back memories.
Sweet memories to remember!
Clarke Quay Clarke Quay!
If only, you-know..

We walked aimlessly and suddenly, from Clarke Quay, we walked until Chinatown Point.
Haha.
Took bus home after that.




To you:
I heard that your face is swelling.
I’m so worried about you upon hearing it.
I still care. Do you?

So glad that you did not ignore my message.
Take care!
We shall talk again.




7 days gone.
Left 7 more days.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 11:41 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008.

Going to be 1am now.

But I still haven sleep.

Waiting for the clock to tick away. .

Tick tick dock dock..

Haiz.

Waited and waited.

How?

Should I or should I not?




Can't believe that I will miss you that much.
Really.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 12:46 AM

Friday, June 13, 2008.

2nd post for today.

1 week of holiday is almost gone.

Well, weekend’s finally here.
At last, I can take a break.

But, I also have no freaking idea how am I going to spend my weekend.
Staying at home? Since I have no appointments.
Somebody please jio me out?

Kinda bored~
Alone at home and my sis’s not home yet.

Browsed through friendster and accidentally chanced upon that comment.
The ***** is still unchanged.
Does that really signify something?





再一次， 我后悔了。
为了你， 我愿意改。

So many so many things, I want to tell to you.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 9:41 PM

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Now, it has become a daily routine to come here and update.
Perhaps I’m just bored, or just need someone to talk to.
And since, I found no one to lend me a listening ear, I tell this to you - my blog.

Nothing to update right now.
Feeling very sleepy~
Yawns yawns..
Not sure whether am I typing with my eyes opened or closed.
With the sound of the advertisement coming from the TV.
It serves as my background music?
Haha.

Today is 13th June.
And I purposely log in at 12:00am to post this up.
I still can remember what took place 4 months ago.
Exactly 4 months, on 13th February.
Can you still recall?




一切都成为了过去。。

我好想听到你的声音。。

+ Fate & Destiny @ 12:01 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008.

「我知道自己错过了世界上对我最好的人。。。」

So fast, it’s Wednesday already?
Which means half of this week is gone.
It also means another day closer to next sun (22/06).

Oh wells.

Sad-ed.

How come time passes so slowly when I want it to pass by faster?
And disappear like shooting star when I want it to pass by so slowly?
Life is complicated matters, I guess.

My handphone has been dead these few days :(
No phone calls, no sms-es!

Sad~

Anyway, my term break = no break.
Stress over the stupid projects which drive our nerves up the wall~
Arrrghhh..

My mum and brothers are away in Malaysia, enjoying holidays.
While here I am, meeting up with my enthusiastic groupmates for projects everyday.
Well, I chose not to go back with them, given the amount of workload I have.

And the sad thing is, I am really lack of sleep everyday.
With eyebags forming underneath my eyes..
So ugly :(

Regret regret regret! :(

再一次， 我又想起了你。
佷多时候， 佷想知道你在哪里， 做些什么。

noh ss!w !

我知道我错了, 真的 。。

11 days.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 9:04 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008.

Been online for the past 1.5 hours.
Doing my CAC project.
Haha.
So glad that my group members are very cooperative.
Delegated work and all that :)
And we’re meeting up everyday - yesterday, today, tomorrow and maybe the whole of this week..

Still coughing very badly :(
And it has been sometime :(
Bought Robitussin cough drops to eat. Still remember that the previous time is him who buy for me de.

Time now is 11:37pm, according to the clock shown on my PC.
Tired~
Felt like sleeping.
Somemore nice weather - raining.
Haha.
But don’t know why, can’t sleep.

Planning to watch TV show later.
Maybe will sleep at about 12am?
Haha.
Hope so.



Like what I told every other person, 'regret' is the word to describe my feelings now.
Will things make a come-back?
...............................

I don't know if you will see this, but... I promise to change my stubborness.
Once again.
Tears。。。

+ Fate & Destiny @ 11:41 PM

Monday, June 9, 2008.

「当我试着去挽回的时候， 我发现已经太迟了。。。」

Project meeting at 11am today.
Did a bit of MA, FA & CAC.
My group’s quite productive.
Can be considered quite ‘hiong’.
Haha.

At about 1pm, I left the lab to meet sis and friends at ‘mushroom’.
Celebrated Jaime’s birthday.
And Ken even dressed up specially to meet her.
He even applied leave and travelled all the way to TP somemore.
Jaime must have felt so touched.
Haha.
How I wish the same thing will happen to me..
LaughOutLoud.

Left mushroom at about 2:15pm and went back for project again.
We seems to be keep chiong-ing.
Haha.

Gym today!
Kimberly and I left early for project and went off to meet Erica at 4pm.
Reached gym at Tampines Stadium at about 4 plus.
Gym workouts at about 4:30pm.
Haha.
It’s been ages since I last exercised.
Becoming old liao.
Must train up my stamina for my NAPHA test on 3rd July.

Stopped exercising at 6pm.
I'm glad that I spent about 1.5 hours exercising!
Bathed and left the place at 6:40pm.
Suddenly, wanted to go gym again.
Only that my muscles and legs ached from the exercise.
LOL.

Bought dinner.
Independent life without my mum is so 'jialat'.
When I have to do my own laundry and buy from outside.
Haha.

Still coughing very badly.
The sickness has been around since 1 or 2 weeks ago.
:(

Haha.
Decided to buy Robitussin cough drops to eat.
I think that it's effective since I took that the previous time and my cough healed.
And it's him who buy for me :)

Kinda tired when I reached home.
Blogged about how I spent my time today..



For the umpteen times, I cried and cried.
But, I tell myself that I must look on the brighter side.
Chance?
Will there be one?
I really hope so.
I'm willing to change, really.

I tried to keep myself occupied with projects etc.
I can’t be alone, for feAR that I think too much.

I have forgotten how to smile again :(
Teach me please.


Counting down 13 days to 22/06 (sun).

+ Fate & Destiny @ 10:15 PM

Sunday, June 8, 2008.

「当我真正的失去的时候， 我才体会到什么叫痛苦。。。」

这两个星期的等待，我知道会佷漫长。
但我会耐心地等你。
你保重。

See ya on 22/06/08 (sunday).

Jiayou for your studies.


I seriously hope that what I hear 2 weeks from now will not be a very disappointing answer.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 3:01 PM

Saturday, June 7, 2008.

Mid-sem tests have finally ended.
At long last, I should be saying ‘hi’ to my 2 weeks of break.
But, on the other hand, I’m not feeling excited.
Not at all.

Serious headache today :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
I couldn’t sleep the whole of last night.
Kept tossing and turning on my bed.
Of course, the ‘salty water’ dampened my cheeks.
:(
Why am I always living my life the hard way?


Just exactly where do I stand in your heart?

Good things have come to an end.

I never deleted our memories together.
Somehow, I regretted my decision.

I really really do.
The very hasty decision which will make me regret many many years down the road.

Will things make a U-turn, having you to be part of my memories, just like before?

Suddenly, I miss you, your voice, your phone calls, your sms-es, your everything.

Teach me how to live my life without you. Please.

+ Fate & Destiny @ 11:33 AM